Letting Go of the Fear of Expressing in the World
We all have something to offer. A gift that nobody else has.
In my creative life recently, it seems that this theme of
wanting to create something valuable keeps coming up for me. And, I don't think
I'm alone in that search to feel like I'm contributing something valuable to be
world.
I spent a great deal of my life feeling like what was inside
of me was not going to resonate with anyone. In fact, I feared that if I
started sharing my thoughts that someone would think either I'm crazy or just
plain ridiculous. These ideas were stored up for so long that I think I was
experiencing some kind of creative and spiritual constipation.
I remember a moment when, in a moment of contemplation, I
was given the thought about the value of my creativity. My thoughts were
centered around originality, and this belief that somehow everyone on the
planet had created all of the new ideas that were possible. I thought about the
thousands of books for sale on the internet, the endless amount of music
already produced, and the thousands of speakers already on the planet. I asked
myself what I could possibly produce that had not already been produced.
And, then a thought came to me.
It was a divine thought.
The thought was this: "It is impossible (short of
outright plagiarism) to do what others have done, because there is only one
you."
Wow!
This may not seem like a big deal to some, but to someone
who spent most of his life thinking his work did not have merit this was a huge
intervention of sorts. And, I believe it was a divine intervention.
What has stemmed from this thought has been a nearly nonstop
flow of thoughts bubbling up from my unconscious and conscious basis on a daily
basis. Where these thoughts come from I'm not totally sure. Many of them come
from just years of not expressing. The dam of fear and caring how other people
are going to respond is breaking somehow.
It seems that in this flurry of creative I am becoming aware
of my purpose. And, this is often what comes from us letting go of our fears
around being creative. I am becoming aware that I wish to express gratitude for
all of those little miracles that take place every day. It is my way of
allowing joy to finally flow from my
heart.
This is a miracle.
I invite you to look at ways you can allow your creativity
to flow in your own life. Whether you are a professional writer or not, you
have something to express in the world.
What can you do today to express in the world? I can't wait
to hear about it!
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